Wednesday, May 12, 2004

Neo-Conservatives, Christian Conservatives and US Politics


I found all this stuff after reading a chapter from Al Franken's book Lies and the Lying Liars Who Tell Them. None of which - strangely enough! - I'd heard on the radio or seen on the TV when the Republicans and their campaigning for the Presidential Election was mentioned. Franken says things like:
Remember how I'm a nut for statistics? Well, not too many people realize this, but show biz celebrities make up just .000000001 percent of the world's population, and yet consume nearly 37 percent of its resources. For example, every day, seventeen acres of rain forest are consumed by Barbra Streisand alone.
Anyway, I reckon this is interesting stuff. Let's get to it:

  • Christian conservatives exercise either 'strong' or 'moderate' influence in over 40 Republican State Committees, according to Campaigns and Elections
  • The most powerful Republican outside the White House may be Grover Norquist, head guy of Americans for Tax Reform, who doesn't want to abolish government
  • Bush has managed to build a coalition of antigovernmental conservatives and Christian conservatives on Israel: the Christians support Israel because its existence (and destruction) pave the way for the Second Coming, and the neocons support Israel because it's the only 'western' democracy in the region
  • Rich Lowry, an editor at the National Review, called for Massachusetts Governor Jane Swift to step down - because she'd had twins
  • When Bush wanted to be Governor of Texas, back in the mists of time, he told a reporter that only people who accepted Jesus as their saviour could go to heaven. He kicked off his South Carolina Presidential campaign at the conservative homophobic racist hardline Christian Bob Jones University
  • He has cut funding for abortion charities and stem-cell research
  • He has said he reads the Bible every day but probably doesn't; it's just for show and those millions of neo-con Chriso-con voters

    That last point is, actually, probably the most interesting for me. Aside from the Bob Jones University bit, which I'm astounded at: here's a speech which John Ashcroft (who is the USA Attorney General) gave there. Girls and guys aren't even allowed to hold hands in the uni, by the way - it leads to sin. And so does having a web-based email account and unrestricted internet access. And this place (weirdly) still offers what looks like a wide undergraduate syllabus.
  • Echo

    Of a rather more massive work which I wrote about earlier.

    Pebble Spiral

    No! My security!

    It seems that a section of the sidebar on this site is seriously vulnerable to a security hole. Blogrolling, which is the site that stores and serves my list of links to the right, has a flaw. Some dumb guy decided to post exactly how to exploit the flaw, rather than simply alerting people to it.

    Well, Hossein, thank you very much for the heads-up. Fuck you very much for the disseminated hacking instructions to anyone who wants to google this. You careless, careless (although *maybe* well-intentioned) twit.

    A terrifying scream

    And then Nick Berg, a civilian contractor aged 26 who went to Iraq to help rebuild communications equipment, is pushed onto his side, the knife cuts into his throat, his screams get frantic and he gurgles, the bastards who are doing it shout "Allahu Akbar" over and over again. Finally his head is held aloft. [small video/large video]

    A statement read immediately beforehand stated:
    For the mothers and wives of American soldiers, we tell you that we offered the US administration to exchange this hostage with some of the detainees in Abu Ghraib and they refused. So we tell you that the dignity of the Muslim men and women in Abu Ghraib and others is not redeemed except by blood and souls. You will not receive anything from us but coffin after coffin ... slaughtered in this way.
    MetaFilter has a characteristically heated thread about this, The Guardian leads with a headline suggesting it was indeed a revenge killing for the recent Abu Ghraib torture (the Taguba Report about this, even though on Fox's website, is still classified, soldiers are told)...

    But is it really a revenge attack? DailyKos questions this in common with many other sites. In MetaFilter someone said Islam is a religion of peace. Yep. But this killing departs from the basic rules of Islam, and as someone else replied, every single religion has been held up to be one of peace by its adherents, only to be twisted by humans displaying human nature and being nasty to each other.

    I don't reckon this killing is a religious revenge. It may be in the minds of the murderers. But they don't care for the people in Abu Ghraib so deeply that they would kill for them. They held that abuse up as a totem, without caring about it too much. If the guy who did the beheading is Zarqawi, bin Laden's henchman, he's in Iraq to keep Al-Qaida's operations going. Cut off a young American's head in Iraq and who will go there? Create a vacuum, agitate, destabilise. That's what they're about. That's what they want. I've seen it in Northern Ireland enough times.

    A situation which was bad already just got a lot worse. It's hard to choose between throwing up your hands and getting out of there or going after this group and stopping them. But I think America should get out of Iraq governance, and into *helping* Iraq and every other nation hunt and eradicate Al-Qaida.

    "Uuuhhhhhh... I just came"

    Via MetaFilter, here's a site full of videos of women having la petite mort.

    View from the shoulders upwards only, girls and boys, from the shoulders upwards... no bush. But plenty of good facial expressions and groaning.

    Tuesday, May 11, 2004

    They That Go Down To The Sea...

    Via the excellent Moleskinerie, this is Sergeant Danny Baker.
    Where is he now? He must be at least 60 or 70 years old, if he is alive at all. His whole life followed this moment in front of the camera. Did many years remain ahead of him, or was he to be swept away young? Was he killed in a battle? Did he die old and alone, or surrounded by a family?
    This is just one photo from the haunting site They That Go Down To The Sea In Ships, a collection of photos of (now probably dead) young men of 50 years ago or more, their whole lives ahead of them.

    I think it's fascinating and erotic.

    "We are a nation of laws..."

    The US state which was famed for a rather messy witch-hunt a long time ago may be faced with more. This time it won't be superstitious, hysterical women brought before the legislature and the Lord, but white-collar civil servants. If they go against the Governor.

    Gov. Mitt Romney, of Provincetown, Cape Cod, (who is involved in the church and has a whopping 5 sons, 3 daughters and 6 grandchildren) has said he will prosecute any clerks who give marriage licenses to gay couples who are not from the State and have no intention of moving there. Town leaders, however, voted to offer precisely this freedom to the filthy deviants. ;o)
    Romney's office has warned clerks that they will be required to seek proof of residency or the intention to move to Massachusetts from all couples - gay and straight - who are seeking to marry as of May 17, when same-sex weddings become legal.

    "We are a nation of laws," Romney said in the statement. "If they choose to break the law, we will take appropriate enforcement action, refuse to recognize those marriages, and inform the parties that the marriage is null and void."
    Being from the UK, I really can't gauge the mood and temperature of the issue over there. But from here, it seems that a lot of public furore has died down, and that bigoted lawmakers are venting their private opposition by recourse to public statute. *sigh*

    Monday, May 10, 2004

    Ah... relaxation

    Most of the hard work's done now, Pete said, hopefully. :o)

    This redesign is because I always meant to give peripathetic a facelift sooner or later. My mind was made up this morning when I came upon this post on MetaFilter, and thought, hmm, Blogger's had an upgrade, I wonder what's new.

    Loads of people collaborated on it and are clearly very proud of themselves and relieved the work's over. A bit like me! But what exactly is new?
    1. User interface: I used it only today, when I was fiddling with the default template
    2. CSS templates designed by real, wellnown, respected web guys out there. Thanks to Douglas Bowman (who redesigned Wired) for mine. And sorry Doug, I mucked with it a little
    3. Posts on their own individual pages which I don't use for reasons of valuable space
    4. Comments (a first for Blogger) which you can open only to other Blogger users if you wish. I tried them, found them quite basic from an admin point of view, and removed them because they also require you to use no. 3 above
    5. Profiles for individual users which can link to other blogger users, which, as someone elsewhere pointed out, would be a hell of a lot more useful if they were incorporated into Orkut and Gmail etc., also run by Google. I don't use my profile. No desire to, but I can see why others would
    Now, don't get me wrong.

    Even though I really only use feature number 2, I'm sure there's loads that the complete novice would be more than happy with. But one thing I really, really wanted to see was the ability for users of the free service to get proper RSS feeds instead of Atom. I have an Atom feed on here (below the sidebar) but come on. If they can give Gmail users a gigabyte of space each for their emails, they can give us RSS.

    Like I said though, it was nice to have something new to play with, and the fact that so many of the templates rely on XHTML and CSS means I'll be forced to learn more, which is always good.

    [UIpdate] I've added a new comments and trackback system using Haloscan, so if you commented before, your comments are all gone, I'm afraid. It should be more reliable (and it handles better) than YACCS. Sorry for the deletions though!

    Updates...

    There are a few things so far:
    1. Old-tyle archives are still linked to by Google; these were left by the reindexing process
    2. When you choose archives or posts from any new page, they will appear on newly-styled pages
    3. Blogger has a new 'profile' section and I haven't decided whether I'll use it. For now, therefore, email address and photo will be invisible
    4. New 'Title' element displayed; will not display the title of old posts in a similar format unless I edit every previous post, and I can't be arsed
    5. New section (at right) which lists recent posts individually. I may remove this and rely on the archives
    6. The blogroll, webring graphics, OUTintheUK button and other elements will be reintroduced steadily over the next few days

    And that's that, really. I have yet to decide what colours I want, so I'll be testing them, too. But everything seems to be still here. And now I'm off for a workout.

    Changes... or maybe not

    This is really just a status post to let you know that I'm going to arse around with the design today. If I don't like what I see or get scared, I'll revert quickly, and this post will disappear as well. But otherwise... during the transition period, expect:

    1. A new layout which will intermittently look crappy or ill-matched as I make changes;
    2. Disappearance of some or all sidebar elements intermittently;
    3. Disappearance of some or all blogroll links temporarily;
    4. Temporary disappearance of the 'peripathetic' and 'archives' page titles while I recolour and retransfer them;
    5. Hopefully, at the end of it all, something you'll find easy to read and like the look of.


    So here goes. Fingers crossed. And sorry again if you visit and this looks shit in the meantime.

    [Updated]
    As this blog now makes heavy use of CSS, I'm going to have to do a lot of fiddling and a bit of learning. Colours, widths, etc. all have to be finalised so there will be continual changes, as well as new posts, over at least the next week.

    Sunday, May 09, 2004

    Patriotism?

    Or just a gross abuse against a vein of democracy? The USA's Patriot Act will hopefully become history when the White House hopefully has a new boss later this year, so in the hope that it will, local governments are resisting.

    Other stuff: the Taguba Report on abuse of Iraqi detainess inside Abu Ghraib Prison. The Law of Land Warfare. The Geneva Conventions.

    Private contractors, according to the Toguba report, gave orders to US soldiers to torture prisoners. Their presence in Iraq is a result of the Bush military strategy of invading with a relatively light force. The gap has been filled by private contractors, who are not subject to Iraqi law or the US military code of justice. Now, there are an estimated 20,000 of them on the ground in Iraq, a larger force than the British army.

    It is not surprising that recent events in Iraq centre on these contractors: the four killed in Falluja, and Abu Ghraib's interrogators. Under the Bush legal doctrine, we create a system beyond law to defend the rule of law against terrorism; we defend democracy by inhibiting democracy. Law is there to constrain "evildoers". Who doubts our love of freedom?
    - Sidney Blumenthal

    The thing is, the monolith underpinning all this crap is the notion that 9-11 was the start of a continued and barbaric series of threats against America and the entire world. There's no proof of that at all, though! "But there have been no attacks in America since 9-11." Yeah, but there were no attacks in America in the years and years and years before 9-11... so you've proved what exactly? Bush steps into the White House, 9-11 happens, Bush clicks his fingers, Bush gets all the legislation he ever wanted, and a lot more than anyone would ever need. And they call that the world's greatest democracy.

    Saturday, May 08, 2004

    Spiral Jetty

    In 1970, three years before he died, Robert Smithson (who was known for working in minimalism) declared "Hmm, the Great Salt Lake is a beautiful place and I like the solitude, the slightly alien quality around Rozel Point, the humanity and barrenness of wandering near dead water. I'll make something there, nothing intrusive, but something that'll draw people into the landscape itself for its own sake, whatever that may be." *

    And so Spiral Jetty was born. It's 1500 feet long, made of black basalt, and when originally completed it sat blackly in red water. This photo doesn't show it the day after or anything, but you can sort of get the effect. It looks small here but it's actually massive - 1500 feet long, remember. It gives you an idea. It took trucks and trailers and heavy machinery to build it.

    The problem, which we know well but which maybe he might not have known then, is that the Lake's water level varies. At the time the jetty was built, the Lake elevation stood at 4195 feet, leaving it standing proud by 2 feet. But the elevation since the mid-70s has been around 4198-4200 feet or more, and as such the jetty has been underwater for most of its inanimate, magical life.

    It disappeared. Gone. Inaccessible. All that work - and then nothing. Nothing but little waves, the wind over the shore, and the water.

    Extremely. Salt. Water. Much saltier than the sea.

    And what's happened? Well, the water's changed colour a bit, and the jetty has, predictably, turned white. And how do we know this? Because the water level's dropped and you can now see it again!

    Whenever I post anything like this, half the readers here either skip the post, or they go "yeah, nice" and don't say anything, or, if they're Giles, they say "That's shit". ;o) Certainly my friend Chris would marvel at the millions spent on Spiral Jetty's construction and opine: "That could have paid for (x) hospital beds". After thinking about it for a while, I don't see the Jetty as being a statement, or useful (because it spirals inwards, nothing could moor there, even if your boat was immune to the clinging salt) in any way.

    The point isn't that you could buy hospital beds or blankets for third-world children. The point is: no point. A massive fragile spiral. A jetty which leads you nowhere. Sometimes invisible. Newly, whitely reborn. Under dead water. In very nearly the middle of nowhere. If you're not convinced by now, you never will be, so go enjoy whatever you do enjoy. *sweet smile* Meanwhile, I'll enjoy my dreams of a future trip...

    (*) I just reckon that Mr Smithson thought it would be a good way of inviting people to share in something he enjoyed, the beauty of a barren landscape, and maybe, if they were so inclined, the philosopy of it all. People are still making the pilgrimage along a nearly impassable road to walk along this Jetty. Artists have always thrived on that: new thought through attraction to new object. People always flock to see things that are visible from space.

    *amazed blink*

    "I was awakened in the middle of the night with a clear, vivid impression that the Lord wanted me to do some special drawings -- drawings depicting ordinary people in their everyday environment . . . . with one important addition: the presence of Jesus Christ and His involvement in those routine activities."

    Holy fucking shit trucking, carpet laying, juggling, studying... and all the rest.

    Others mightn't, but I find the site hilarious! *Highly* recommended.

    Friday, May 07, 2004

    This reminds me of Escher

    The cat stares at a cat who's staring at a cat who's staring at a... well, you get the pictures. Or you will do, at the Infinite Cat Project. It's a pity not one of these photos shows a watching cat getting angry. One wonders if there'd be a furball effect.

    Awww!

    Over at Orisinal, there are *loads* of incredibly well-designed, nice-looking, and sometimes quite tricky, flash games. Like playing ice-skater bowling using snowballs, or piling falling pigs up on top of each other, or a game called "Bum Bum Koala". It's funny cute.

    Thursday, May 06, 2004

    Just added...

    A search box at the bottom of the page. When searching within peripathetic, you'll be taken to the usual Google results page, and each result link will take you to the top of the archive page where your search term is to be found, rather than to the specific post. Sorry it's not more helpful, Pete said, apologising for a major corporation, but it should at least narrow things down for you.

    Tuesday, May 04, 2004

    The Shining

    In 30 seconds, with bunnies.

    Is their training really the point?

    And (if this photo is real) it's come to this. A British soldier urinates on a young Iraqi prisoner, clamps his boot over the hapless detainee's throat... well, the picture's there. Take a look. The Daily Mirror stands by the photos it published, discounting a growing clamour that they're hoaxes. This scandal is hot on the heels of a slightly larger one involving American troops degrading Iraqis in Abu Ghraib prison.

    On the British side, they're now started arguing about which way our boys lace up their boots and button the pockets of their combat pants, whether or not the rifle is current, the vehicle too clean, the black-and-white film an anomaly. In the US, the furore centres around expressions of disgust and investigative action against those concerned. Listen to Brig. Gen. Mark Kimmitt, deputy director of coalition operations in Iraq: "It's reprehensible that anybody would be taking a picture of that situation."

    Reprehensible?? That anyone would *take pictures*?? That 'situation'?!

    Before I really sound off, here's one of the guys who's implicated in direct torture, and under investigation (note that not one of the troops involved has been shipped back to the US for trial - and that court martial still means you're in the friggin' army!): ?We had no support, no training whatsoever. And I kept asking my chain of command for certain things...like rules and regulations, and it just wasn't happening."

    I'm really finding it difficult to restrain the expletives here. Let's see. You and your fellow troops are directly implicated in gross mistreatment of human beings. Stripped naked, posing them in provocative ways, piling them naked on top of each other, wires to their genitals, pointing at their bits and laughing. It's on film.

    I don't give a fucking shit about the fucking 'chain of command' or 'these people are trained to kill' or 'terrible war, gradual desensitising' or 'our orders were vague' or any of that bullshit.

    YOU DON'T EVER DO THAT TO ANOTHER HUMAN! EVER!! AND YOU KNEW IT!! YOU DOGS!!!

    Get these people out of the US and UK armies right away. Get them out of Iraq right away. And if due process then judges them guilty, get them into prison right away because if a civilian did that to another civilian, it'd be 10 years or more. And they sure as hell wouldn't be allowed to be around guns. Army or no army, no excuse.

    And after some more consideration: get most of the army to psychiatrists once a month.

    Update: the UK pictures featured at the head of this post are, as of 14 May, still the subject of controversy over their veracity. The UK Government now says they were definitely faked but hasn't produced evidence. The Daily Mirror says they definitely weren't, but hasn't produced evidence. So we wait. -- Second Update: as of 15th May, Piers Morgan, the editor of the paper which published the above, has resigned and the paper has apologised.

    This is probably the world's most expensive painting

    Not that the expense matters in the least. I'm putting it up here because I think it's haunting and the boy is nice and has great legs and, by the looks of things, unless Pablo was exaggerating, a big package.

    But Boy with a pipe, painted by Pable Picasso when the artist was 24 years old, is being auctioned soon and may very well fetch a whopping $70-100 million.

    I couldn't pay that much for it, and I expect the starting bid to be well beyond a fiver, but who couldn't resist the temptation of having a boy with a great package and nice legs in their general vicinity? Apart from straight guys and lesbians?

    Monday, May 03, 2004

    Hmmmmm!

    OK, so here's today's interesting puzzle.
    - 1. Take a look at this picture.
    - 2. See the red circle? And the arrows? What could this be? Think hard, now.
    - 3. Getting anywhere? ...no?
    - 4. OK, that's the end of the test. Put your pens down.

    You could either get up and leave, OR you could subscribe to the ridiculous notion that the photo is, in fact, Noah's Ark.

    Sunday, May 02, 2004

    Windows Alert Music

    This music is actually damn cool! And funny too, in a geeky way. Of course, when Microsoft finds out that someone's been making music out of their .wav files, they might get snarky, but I reckon it has to stay! Free culture!

    (Oh, and by the way, that link points to a 2.5mb PDF, published to the internet under Creative Commons, of Lessig's eponymous book. Please play nice with my bandwidth and don't *view* it from here: save it to disk if you wanna read it. It's well worth it if you care about that stuff.)

    Friday, April 30, 2004

    Violence poised in calm
    is how I'd describe Kill Bill Vol. 2. Now, don't get me wrong.

    When I woke up, I went on what the movie advertisements refer to as a 'roaring rampage of revenge.' I roared. And I rampaged. And I got bloody satisfaction. I've killed a hell of a lot of people to get to this point, but I have only one more. The last one.

    And yes, in contrast with Kill Bill Vol.1, this film has a lot less rampaging. It slides smoothly from the wedding massacre, which we didn't see first time, to The Bride's pre-bridal days. She is still tight, focussed, calm, but strung taut with an inner tension. Her master Pai Mei, brilliantly played, forces her to struggle valiantly and comedically to gain her skills. Cue another brilliant slide from then to now, with all sorts of specific escapades I won't go into because I don't want to spoil it for anyone not in America who hasn't seen it yet.

    The way it's put together is the first thing you notice, and the first thing Tarantino emphasises with his titled freeze-frames. And you need them there to let you know when you are in the story, because it's all so damn smoothly done. The characters, too, are smooth - every single one of them sports the trademark sardonic calmness, often linked to the funny use of props. For The Bride, her sword. For Pai Mei, his beard. For Elle, her mamba. For Bill, his... gun. Every single character has balls, and knows exactly where to throw them for the best effect. Samuel L. Jackson gets in for a few minutes, and there's a brilliant appearance by Michael Parks as Esteban Vihaio near the end.

    The Bride takes pride of place though, her importance, however, very very much linked to Bill's. For in this film, as she approaches the object of her revenge she necessarily regresses, if that's the right word, towards the person she was and the links she had. Which increases her rage. She's still her own person and out for revenge, but this is more personal than the comparatively mechanical bloodiness of Vol. 1, and all the better for it. It's like the difference between watching someone laugh, and actually laughing yourself. I just felt this film a whole lot deeper than I felt the first one.

    So, cinematographically, it's a triumph with all sorts of trademarks, rich colours, an earthy calm quality at the chapel and temple. Fightwise, you can't beat Hatori Hanzo steel, and I just gave you something about the plot and characters above. A little bird told me that Nikki Bell, Copperhead's daughter from Vol. 1, will be returning to claim her revenge in a forthcoming anime. And by that time, someone ought to be have grown up enough to keep the revenge cycle going even further... a family tree watered and dripping with blood.

    What a pedigree. Five stars, and I'd place it up there with Lost in Translation in this year's UK releases so far. Go see.

    Thursday, April 29, 2004

    Physics in movies isn't real physics
    "Saying that shards of broken glass are razor sharp is an understatement. A shattered window contains thousands of incredibly sharp edges and dagger-like points. It takes almost no force for one of these points or edges to cause a laceration. However, people in movies routinely jump through plate glass windows without receiving a single scratch." Via Boing Boing, a site called Insultingly Stupid Movie Physics which takes an interesting and endearingly pernickety look at how celluloid bends reality. For example, that cool shot following the bomb falling from a Japanese plane in Pearl Harbor was apparently a glaring mistake. Of what kind I don't know.

    I'll be glorying in the absurdly awful physics of Kill Bill 2 when I see it tonight. :o)

    Tuesday, April 27, 2004

    Fanfare
    I found Ubiquity, a photoblog, this morning which was nice, as it's written by my soulmate. "I found Ubiquity this morning" - sounds like a catharsis - but I hope that as his blog grows larger, better people than I will notice it. By way of fanfare, a kid in the school across from my window just shouted "Yeaaaahh!". I poured some more coffee.

    Private Eye, the UK's (world's) sharpest, scrappiest, most-litigated-against satiresheet, has had decades of bullish irreverent editors. They're based in Greek Street, Soho, and I have no idea how many actual staff they have. I doubt the staff do, either. But in any case, their covers have always been marvellous. So, for the first time ever online, I'm proud to link you to every Private Eye cover ever published.

    Friday, April 23, 2004

    Weird word of the week
    Tatterdemalion.
    Afternoon wanderings
    Coastal Scene, RysselbergheAnd due to that last post, I'm thinking about London and can't think of anything I'd rather do more tomorrow than wander into the National Gallery and sit in front of this painting for a while, held gently by it as French girls and German boys murmur "ah" and "schon" as they jog quietly through to Monet in the room next door. It would all be lovely.
    The next station
    While looking at Anonymous Juice just now, I read a short entry about a recording of a woman's voice on the Northern Line of the London Underground. It's always the same woman and this weblog describes her voice perfectly. During the first winter I spent in London, her assertions that "The next station is London Bridge" or "This station is Highgate" were almost a commentary beside my life, with the purposeful nature of London Bridge and the settled, almost bourgeois Highgate.

    I'd only add that after I moved and started using the Piccadilly Line more, the different voice there seemed both patronising, and something to patronise. The former because it was more emphatic (otherwise the tourists wouldn't have understood that "This is Piccadilly Circus") and the latter because I was used to passing through famous places and hearing that "The next station is Leicester Square".

    Thursday, April 22, 2004

    Operation Iraqi Freedom vs. Operation Information Freedom
    "Since the end of the Vietnam War, presidents have worried that their military actions would lose support once the public glimpsed the remains of U.S. soldiers arriving at air bases in flag-draped caskets.
    To this problem, the Bush administration has found a simple solution: It has ended the public dissemination of such images by banning news coverage and photography of dead soldiers' homecomings on all military bases.
    "
    So says The Washington Post.

    The Memory Hole had previously hosted the first 3 images to break the embargo, and as soon as its webmaster heard about the ban, he fired off a Freedom of Information Act request, for any and all photos of such ceremonies from February 1 2003 onwards, to the US's Dover Air Force Base. This was rejected.

    "Not taking 'no' for an answer, I appealed on several grounds, and?to my amazement?the ruling was reversed. The Air Force then sent me a CD containing 361 photographs of flag-draped coffins and the services welcoming the deceased soldiers.

    Score one for freedom of information and the public's right to know.
    "

    To which I'd add: This does not squash the importance or honour of the individual dead soldiers under the democratic necessity of freedom of information. I'd say it actually highlights the importance of the soldiers' lives and our awareness of their deaths. The Pentagon-inspired idea that we shouldn't see these photos for reasons of decency is, in part, a mask for its real motivation: to keep actual US deaths - in an occupation of a country which now can't bear the US's presence - far from the public mind.

    PS. A lot of these photos aren't particularly *good*, but if the issue is at all important to you, you should know where they are.

    Monday, April 19, 2004

    Home from Iraq
    Copyright Tami Silicio, via Newsdesigner and Romenesko. And as an aside, here's sort of what they do before you see this.
    This is pathetic
    This is from a gay personals website:



    Does anyone have any idea why this is so ugh?! I *never* forget anyone who I think is hot. This, ladies and gentlemen, is gay horniness made systematic and rendered into html. ;o)

    Saturday, April 17, 2004

    Run up against a mental roadblock? Just I Ching it. :o)
    The I Ching, pronounced "Yi Jing", (also called "Chou I", or "Zhou Yi") is a Chinese book of 64 sections (Hexagrams) which was written in its earliest form many thousands of years ago. Some new-age people say it's for fortune-telling, an unfortunate climbdown from its original, and best, use as a divinatory text. Divination isn't fortune-telling. The I Ching won't tell you your future. But if you're looking for a new angle from which to approach your problems, successes, worries, normal life, it will certainly give you that.

    How?

    Divination is really an act of arriving at a suggestion of a kind through focused thinking. That's all. Something which will give you a new angle, or maybe just a way of seeing things that will illuminate your thinking a bit more.

    To be simple about it: there are 64 sections in the book. Each section is identified by a discrete grouping of 6 horizontal lines - solid, broken, or a mixture - placed one above the other. The solid lines represent Yang (strength, action, solidity) and the broken lines Yin (openness, passivity, flexibility).

    Each line is chosen by you, but you don't draw the lines. You arrive at a whole or broken line by having a corresponding number, and you arrive at that number by throwing coins, dividing sticks, throwing dice - to introduce equal probability and ensure an unbiased result. When you've got one line, you repeat the process again, and again, until you have 6 lines.

    Anyway, those six lines: each group of six lines points to one chapter of the book. Any given chapter is made up of very simple, general sentences, expressed in terms of change, movement, stillness, resistance, etc. They provide general context. They are nothing in themselves.

    But if you, as a person, have been thinking about your conundrum or whatever in an open-minded way for a good 20-30 minutes while throwing your coins or dividing your stalks or whatever, it's highly likely that when you arrive at your chapter and start reading, you'll be open to suggestions. Your focused thinking will make the text you are reading seem astonishingly, and I do MEAN astonishingly!, relevant to your question. It's not trying to lure you in or go behind your back - but a way of focusing your thinking in a different way.

    It's as much psychological as anything else. There are resources here and here. Want a copy? Buy a real paper copy; there's nothing better. I'd recommend this one, and this one.

    Wednesday, April 14, 2004

    Hail to the Great Watermelon!
    Turkmenistan is a weird country. Its President, Saparmurat Niyazov, has absolute rule and is a self-designated ruler for life. His personal views are considered to be law, and since he doesn't like men to have beards or long hair it's illegal to be facially hirsute. Gold teeth are out too. He likes a particular type of watermelon and declared a national holiday in its honour.

    Except the totalitarian regime persists far beyond these zany stories, and many human rights organisations are gravely concerned.

    Saturday, April 10, 2004

    Wow
    Drumming on empty paint-cans. Via MetaFilter. The kid's amazing. wmv file, just over 2 megs, and you *have* to see and hear it NOW.

    Wednesday, April 07, 2004

    Remember...
    ...a bunny is for life, not just for Easter. And not just for pie either.

    Tuesday, April 06, 2004

    LOTR: The battle at Helm's Deep was real. *sigh*
    One of these guys didn't really existAt least that's what some people here in the UK actually believe. The actual story is that in a survey of over 2,000 adults, many could not tell historical fact from fiction.

    Some people believe that: Hitler didn't exist; War of the Worlds was a historical event; Helm's Deep and the Battle of Endor took place in real life; The Battle of Hastings wasn't real; Robin Hood was; Conan the Barbarian was.

    People remember Helm's Deep (even though it wasn't real, folks) because it was a big battle. They accept it as fact because it was a big battle. They might even accept it as fact because it was on in cinemas all over the world. And aside from the extreeemely dubious nature of that kind of assumption, that is really worrying. Why?

    Black Hawk Down: brilliant film, really took place. Pearl Harbor: Brilliant film, really took place... hmm, ish. At least, it took place in a very different context than the film showed. Enigma: (arguably) good film, really took place. Erm - no it *didn't*. Not like in the film, anyway. Saving Private Ryan: great film, really took place? Hmm. Not *really*, no. Soldiers' bodies are forgotten in the rain. But let's continue: Schindler's List: people believe Hitler didn't exist. That's all too unbelievable. *rolls eyes* The Green Mile: that happened... didn't it? Bridget Jones: that happened. Yeah, of course it did. It's real life after all.

    No wonder more and more Americans and Brits are popping pills, going to shrinks and feeling a creeping sense of doom. They expect real life to mirror fiction. They expect to get the happy ending. And they're right to want that. But do we get Hollywood happy endings in real life?

    Fiction and reality are being blurred. That worries me greatly. Stories aren't real. Storytellers don't *really* want people to think they're real, either. The *difference* between story and real is where a story's magic lies. Think about it: Helm's Deep gets to be about as exciting as paint drying if you think it actually happened, and real-world battles are thrown into greater relief if you enjoyed Helm's Deep and know that it didn't.

    Monday, April 05, 2004

    peripathetic BLX 1.0 compliant
    BLX I didn't even have to do any work to make it BLX compliant. So very cool.

    Friday, April 02, 2004

    Weirdness
    I'm all up in the air about Josh still... yesterday I was feeling better, but today a big flat grey realisation that... well, that it's not going to be the same anymore.

    Of course it won't be. That's just the difference between moving towards going out, and going out not being an issue. But there's a ball in the pit of my stomach. And also a warm feeling that he wants to be friends and I want that too. A bleakness coloured by a thankfulness.

    Right now he's on a plane heading to Florida, and when he returns in just over a week I want to turn the weirdness around and make it into [a new type of] closeness. Getting around to different ways of thinking isn't something I'll be able to do until then, until I'm in the same room as him.

    Anyway, here's a weird link about banana torture.

    Wednesday, March 31, 2004

    Do you have a socks drawer?
    This guy does. And you can see the drawer and his socks and more or less everything else in his house.

    There isn't much in my house that isn't also in everyone else's house, and precious little that's not visible to the casual visitor, but almost everyone I've spoken to sees this project as either an incredible intrusion, or as an invitation to be robbed.

    Whereas, these other people bought a house, got told by the previous renter that she was leaving a whole load of stuff behind (and I MEAN a whole load), and they're documenting the truly fascinating hoard houseful gallimaufry stuff.
    :o(
    Those of you who know me will know that for the past couple of months I've been having a pre-relationship, happy taking-it-slowly period with a lovely guy called Josh. Last night we went to a pub for a drink and he was quite quiet, and then told me... well, he's called it off.

    :o(

    He was lovely, he is lovely, but he called it off. I'm shellshocked. Depressed again. I'll have him as a friend which will be difficult and great, but for the past weeks I've been telling myself that I'm not really deeply into him, but that I wanted to be, with time. I was more deeply into him than I thought... no surprise there. I'm human. But we went back to his place for coffee and TV and... after a while I had to leave, thought I'd cry, haven't yet.

    3 years of being single, because I'm picky and they're posers, and then I meet someone who I think is special and who thinks I'm special, who wants something. And I'm not blaming him. He told me, he was honest, he wasn't even slightly nasty. But it just stops. Again. 3 years.

    It just stops. :o(

    Monday, March 29, 2004

    Childrens' books
    Is it just me, or are the books I learned to read with really Freudian? "Play with us." "Things we like." "Look at this."

    Foul. FOUL!
    Sondre Lerche
    Sondre Lerche is... what? 21? Yes, 21. Maybe Norwegian but we're not sure because he sings in uninflected English. And he's brilliant.

    "I'd proved I could write tidy, well-crafted pop songs. I wanted to challenge myself more and to write songs that were less predictable in structure and more relaxed. I think the songs are intrinsically richer and more diverse. But I tried to give them space to breathe. I wanted to let the air fill the songs. So I made it a bit more minimalist."

    But not minimal. Oh no. He's sort of like some Beatles stuff, except not. I don't know what the name for this music is. But I think I want the album. s.
    Another one...
    It's not much, but it's the latest rough copy of a little poem which might get bigger. Comments, anyone? [Adobe PDF]

    Saturday, March 27, 2004

    Strap On
    The subject-matter is entirely prosaic to me, but the fact the guy's straight and a drily comedic writer makes it hilarious. :o)

    Taking a foreign object in your ass is like shitting in rewind. Having a good poo can be really satisfying, but the other direction is fucking terrifying, at least at first. There's a definite fear of making a mess you'll never be able to forget.

    One man's experience with a dildo. Moulded from his own dick.

    Friday, March 26, 2004

    You know when...
    ...one link isn't enough to blog with, and then you find a few more that make it worthwhile? :o)

    delve - a mag filled with crazy sexy disturbing cool graphics. Sewers have balls, too. The Plain English Campaign doesn't like 'basically' or 'at the end of the day' among others. News that 24 will soon be a comic (!!yay!!) over at Bookslut. World of Awesomeness. The arse end of Gotham.

    Wednesday, March 24, 2004

    Violation of sepulchre
    That's what two teenagers in Edinburgh, Scotland are charged with. They allegedly broke into a 1600s mausoleum and played with a corpse.

    When the police arrived at Greyfriars graveyard, they found four coffins, one of which had been smashed, and the head of the corpse removed. A 14-year-old girl told the court that Sonny Devlin said "they had taken a head from someone that was dead at the graveyard". At Greyfriars, he pulled out a head from behind a gravestone and at one point, was "chucking it around" with another youth or youths. Another witness, a 15-year-old girl, said Sonny Devlin and his co-accused had been "mucking about" with the head "... making it talk to him". [BBC]

    The charge hasn't been brought before the courts since 1899.

    Christopher Gane, professor in Scots law at Aberdeen University, said: "It is fascinating that this charge has been indicted in the High Court. "The last case recorded in our law reports was in 1899 when a gentleman called William Coutts had six charges of violation of sepulchre laid against him. He was the superintendent of Nellfield Cemetery, a private graveyard on the Great Western Road in Aberdeen, and the background to the case was that he was accused of digging up coffins and reselling the lairs for other burials." Prof Gane added: "The law of theft does not apply to a human body that has been interred, as in the eyes of the law a body that has been buried for some time does not count as ?property? for the purpose of stealing." [The Scotsman]
    US: An Oregon County bans all marriage
    Because it was due to start issuing marriage licenses of gay couples, and amid a deluge of American lawsuits arguing for and against gay marriage, Benton County has stopped issuing marriage licenses until the State decides on what is legal and what isn't.

    This is really interesting, because since straights don't get to marry either until resolution, it could mean any one of the following:

    1. The State does not want to suspend gay marriages while allowing straight licenses to be issued and therefore be discriminatory in law;
    2. The State does not want to be *seen* to be discriminatory, and while actually wishing to ban gay marriage only, it bans straight marriages for a time so that when gay marriage licenses are withdrawn completely, it can point to fairness of process;
    3. The State ultimately intends to uphold gay marriage licenses and is currently withdrawing all leave to marry so that it can make a decision without gangs of screaming poofs outside - action which would only in the end be seized on by the anti-gay lobby as evidence of coercion.

    So it's a very clever move. But as well as that, for the first time ever in such a legal minefield, a State has effectively said "Since we need to decide whether gays can marry at the moment, you straight people can't get married either until this is solved, and if you don't like that, go somewhere else with your rings". Window-dressing, or a real step forward?

    Monday, March 22, 2004

    Legal Aid crisis?
    Or just unrealistic expectations from law graduates? UK Citizens' Advice Bureaux are in a panic because they can't find enough trainee solicitors to provide legal aid to poorer citizens. This is becase only a small percentage of trainee solicitors are considering a career in the field. These young solicitors are 'deterred by student debt and poor pay'.

    25,000 pounds a year is poor pay?! Listen, boys and girls. When I started off as a journalist in London, I had student debt and bank debt and was paid 12,500 gross. *That* was poor pay. Especially for London. But here in Northern Ireland, that salary would be quite alright for even a junior civil servant.

    Law graduates have been told by their schoolteachers and professors that they 'should' get a salary of around 40,000 quid. And the survey the linked article cites shows that they've been told this so much, they believe that they'll get it with nothing more than a mortarboard.

    Perhaps they should take a look at reality which dictates that you start your career on lower pay than you'll get when you've been working for a while. I certainly don't think that 25,000 is bad pay, even in London, and when you know you'll be getting anything upwards of 40-45,000 when you hit a large commercial firm... they should really stop groaning. Especially when legal representation for those who are *really* poor is at stake.

    Sunday, March 21, 2004

    Trippy
    Unorthodox use of a Moleskine notebook!
    Unreasonable girl....
    ...or unreasonable debt? A female student auctioned her virginity online to cut down on uni debt. She had traumatising sex (not least because it was with a man and she's lesbian) and was given just over 8,000 quid.

    Stupid girl? Outrageous debt levels? Attention-seeking? Life of debt-ridden misery avoided? Justly desperate? What do you think?

    Wednesday, March 17, 2004

    Think of...
    ...van Gogh. And what do you think of? Sunflowers, I bet. Or a wood-and-wicker chair you're never quite sure if you've really seen, or just seen a photo of. That'll be because it's famous. To paraphrase the poetic Donald Rumsfeld, I know I don't know whether or not I've seen the chair painting for real. I know it. I just don't know it... I don't know.

    ;o)

    Anyway. This painting, by van Gogh, you know you don't know, and therefore in future you'll know that you don't know it. OK, OK, I'll stop now. [grin] It's a rare example of Japonaiserie - artist working in particular style apes another style. It's really amazing. Layered. Like looking through a lace curtain into fog, or through drifting smoke. I found it on the marvellous Van Gogh Gallery which on first look seems immersive and comprehensive.

    A locomotive emerges from a fireplace. Time Transfixed, by Magritte, jpg copyright Art Institute of ChicagoThere's also a Bosch Universe website. Surreal and disturbing work - and that's just the website. Why the hell does a site about such an interesting and compelling painter have to play uselessly with scripting and layout which doesn't work in the majority of browsers? A really shitty design which stopped me from seeing any actual works unless I used IE. Let all your visitors see the content. Please. Stupid people.

    However - [Pete rubs hands] - there is visible and ever-so-nearly *graspable* treasure aplenty at the Art Institute of Chicago. Browse through the collections online, and read the helpful and unpatronising notes on each exhibit. (This one made me shiver. Really.)

    The Smithsonian Institution is a place I know very little about. When I think of it, I think of a massive collection of riches exhibited in grand old buildings. But I knew nothing much about it until now [quote from the site]:

    In 1826, James Smithson, a British scientist, drew up his last will and testament, naming his nephew as beneficiary. Smithson stipulated that, should the nephew die without heirs (as he would in 1835), the estate should go 'to the United States of America, to found at Washington, under the name of the Smithsonian Institution, an establishment for the increase and diffusion of knowledge among men.'

    Looking at the Library of Congress' Built in America database (database? hah! - unimaginably rich and exhaustive descriptions, histories and photos, more like!) for the original buildings, it certainly seems important and historical enough. But modern? Yeah, modern and accessible too. Surf the site. 'Tis good. :o) [I neglected to mention here on first posting that the Enola Gay is exhibited by the Smithsonian and very little mention isi made of its war role. Shame.]

    MOMA's website has gems like this Seurat, and, because I need more coffee, here are the rest: A List Apart, Newtopia, an article about why Microsoft are lying liars, and how trainee vets practise putting their arms up a cow's anus.
    St Patrick's Day
    Not that I care a great deal; born in Wales, St Patrick was kidnapped by Irish raiders when he was 16 which is far more interesting than any celebrations - if true.

    Iin America, where today has always been an excuse for big celebrations, the Chicago River, which is spanned by 45 movable bridges, is dyed green every year in honour.

    (AP Photo - Brian Kersey)

    Monday, March 15, 2004

    Oh, my... goodness
    Right. If any of you have anything against this picture, I didn't make it. Via empty-handed.com, via two-twenty, via The Minor Fall, The Major Lift. (Also today - the Gay Porn Blog which is NSFW - Ban gay books!)

    Sunday, March 14, 2004

    Grand Central Station
    Bet you didn't know about the little things, because the article was published 2 days before 9/11 and would therefore have been overlooked or forgotten. And I bet you didn't know that the Waldorf-Astoria Hotel has its own Grand Central 'Presidential' Platform.
    State Secrets
    UK-based Military and Intelligence sites.

    And some of the people who use them.

    Spying on the UN. Tsk tsk.

    Going for your job interview at the NSA. (PDF - 137kb)

    Saturday, March 13, 2004

    Chris Rock?
    Does anyone know who Chris Rock is? I don't, but apparently the man's famous and knows loads of other famous people. This girl was given his old mobile number on a new phone, and got lots of phonecalls from famous people as a result. It's funny. :o)

    Now, who the fck is Chris Rock??

    Oh, I found out. He's a comedian turned actor who's had awards and emmys and everything. Uninteresting, but still funny. After all, it's not about Chris Rock, but the people who call 'him'. Heheh. :o)

    Friday, March 12, 2004

    Their only accomplishment
    The Exorcist
    In 30 seconds.

    With bunnies.

    Thursday, March 11, 2004

    TV Genius
    The superb pimp&ho. Poof Jonny Pimp and tranny Honey Ho are costars. I love this so much.

    Monday, March 08, 2004

    Freedom of dominion
    To say
    "Here
    freedom rules"
    is always
    a mistake
    or even
    a lie:

    Freedom
    does not rule

    [Erich Fried, Vorübungen für Wunder - Freiheit herrscht nicht - Preliminary Exercises for Miracles - Freedom does not rule - trans. (c) 1999 Marc Beiser, Peter Doughty, Lena Nievers]

    This is part of a translation of 'Preliminary Exercises for Miracles' which was completed for me as a birthday gift by Marc and Lena, who then asked me to collaborate with them on a reworking of their manuscript. This manuscript is, to my knowledge, the only complete English translation in existence of Fried's final volume of poetry.
    Blasphemy!
    Someone did a google search about Donna Tartt's The Secret History the other day, which pointed to this site. All well and good. The woman, after all, is a literary goddess who works like crazy to produce one novel every 10 years or so.

    But the search terms were:

    "Donna Tartt ebook Secret History"

    }:o(

    BUY it, you f***er!!

    Saturday, March 06, 2004

    It is worth recording, dammit!
    Organ Fireworks XGramophone, which is possibly the world's best classical music monthly, reviewed in this month's issue a disc from Hyperion called "Organ Fireworks X" (meaning volume 10) which my brother bought me for my birthday.

    I love the disc, but Gramophone says that apart from a superb rendition of Liszt's Ad nos, most of the repertoire wasn't worth recording, and that soloist Christopher Herrick's registration (choice of stops to make a particular sound) relies far too much on horizontal reeds.

    (An organ contains 'flues' - pipes which make their sound like recorders do, by the air striking a 'lip' and then reverberating in a tube of a certain length - and 'reeds' - pipes which make their sound like oboes or saxophones do, by the air passing through a metal reed which oscillates, again causing reverberation in a tube of a certain length. All pipes are usually mounted vertically, but horizontal reeds are unusually loud and 'snappy' and have a very powerful sound because they are pointed directly towards the listener.)

    I'll come to Gramophone's criticism later. Let's get to the disc.

    It is recorded on the new French-Canadian-built Létourneau organ in the Winspear Centre in Edmonton, Canada. (You can hear the instrument online (Realplayer - thanks to MPR's 'Pipedreams'), played by the same soloist, Christopher Herrick, in the inaugural recital he gave around the time he recorded the CD there.)

    The concert hall from the organ platformTo start with, the instrument (all 6,551 pipes of it) sounds glorious. I've played a *much* smaller instrument by the same builder, and, in a way, that gave me a firsthand ability to foresee the quality of pretty much anything they would build in the future, and hearing this instrument I'm not disappointed. The hall is large and its auditorium, which was designed by the same people who did Symphony Hall in Birmingham, UK, has an acoustic which is clean and focused, but warm and just reverberant enough to give music room to breathe and mature. But this must all take a close second place to the musicality of the soloist. And on this disc, it does.

    Herrick's programme is varied as usual, and on this disc he concentrates mainly on flashy toccatas and jazz-inspired works before finishing with an emotionally perfect rendition of Liszt's towering Fantasia and fugue on a theme by Meyerbeer, "Ad nos, ad salutarem undam".

    The organ case looking up from the keyboardsDealing with this first, it is a work which is not often recorded because it's technically difficult to play and takes a lot of physical and emotional stamina, as well as an instrument which can do it justice. Herrick phrases the music carefully, and his choice of sounds fits the emotional content like a glove at all times: the light, glittering statements of the theme in the first section, the celestial whispering of the quietest, most beautiful flutes in the middle and the godlike, thunderous statement of the chorale in the triumphant and shattering final bars. Every note's placement is carefully chosen, even down to the precise articulation of every last pedal crotchet. At all times the different timbres and layers of sound so characteristic of Liszt are clearly distinguished and, as in every other track on the disc, the musicality of the soloist and the care of Hyperion's sound engineers shine through.

    It's a disc worth buying for that piece alone, as Gramophone said. But the other repertoire - not worth recording? Yes, most of it has been recorded before, but Mons Leidvin Takle's Blues-Toccata certainly deserves a place on disc. Herrick's interpretation makes me smile, his rhythmic swinging chords jumping jazzily around like saxophonist gazelle, his choice of the (otherwise blistering) 32' pedal reed alone to underpin a quieter passage with a surprisingly gentle rasping staccatissimo utterly convincing.

    David Johnson's Trumpet Tune in G comes from a stable of similar pieces by this composer, and a Gramophone review of one of its companions previously recorded by Herrick described that rendition as "harmless". Certainly this one is too, but not unentertaining - and in the middle section the trumpet is given a rest while some flutes and a *beautiful* French cornet take up the theme's development. Indeed, while capable of musical universality, I think the instrument even imparts a quintessentially Canadian-Gallic frisson to the above-mentioned Liszt - and it works too.

    Duruflé's dark, sinister Toccata from Suite (Op. 5), which I'm listening to now, is edgy and nervous in Herrick's hands. Not a horizontal trumpet in sight, he employs a registration which has a shine, but one of threatening gunmetal rather than the brightest silver. His phrasing stabs at the air. Apparently the composer used to refuse to play or record this in later life, as if it awoke painful memories. A flashy toccata it might be, but so inwardly brooding that it makes you think of the desperate faked smile of the person who's really in the grip of a dark night of the soul.

    Joseph Bonnet's Matin Provençal from Poèmes d'Automne (Op. 3) opens with a tinkling registration (melliflous flutes in semiquaver arpeggios hovering in the middle of a gentle carillon of bells) which immediately makes you think of sparkling water struck by dappled sunlight. Slowly the camera rises through the trees: the sunlight brightens as the orb emerges over the horizon, and finally we see the treetops stretching far out into the landscape as the introductory arpeggios clang out in fortissimo to celebrate the wonder of a new dawn. Herrick is deply in the veins of this music as in most other performances he's ever given, and the piece might equally be a poem about the blossoming of love, such is the feeling of ecstasy you get at the end - certainly not just an excuse to trot out the organ's bells, as Gramophone implies.

    So in short - ignore Gramophone and buy this disc for everything on it! Five stars out of four. Well done, Chris. :o)
    Where's my gay anarchy?
    "It's anarchy," some guy named Rick Forcier, of the Washington state chapter of the Christian Coalition, actually whined. "We seem to have lost the rule of law. It's very frightening when every community decides what laws they will obey." Why, yes, Rick. It's total anarchy. Just look at all the screaming and the bloodshed and the gunfire. Run and hide, Rick. The gay people in love are coming.

    ROTFLMAO. :o)

    Friday, March 05, 2004

    Sex, abuse and the internet
    I've read one report today (and I can't remember where it is), and this one, which both highlight the dangers posed to children by, supposedly, the internet. The linked report from the BBC is about a Northern Ireland charity report into the hazards the net poses for juvenile users.

    The charity's spokesperson, Dee Kelly, commented: "The internet can be used to access vulnerable children or young people and presents real dangers in the form of the collecting of indecent images or stories of children, grooming and chat room activity to name but a few."

    But the internet can be used to access *anyone* if they're listed on it. *Any* images can be collected, not only indecent images of children. Chat rooms can be used to chat about *any* topic. So I think that what we have here is an oft-repeated semantic shift. The locus of people's fear of abuse turns to the net itself, rather than to the single factor which makes a chatroom sinister, an image available, a people-search predatory.

    That factor is: the psychologically fucked-up (potential) offender.

    It's encouraging to note that a police expert in sex offender risk management will talk at the charity's event today, and hopefully shift the focus back to an even-handed look at net + offender. Tech analyst Bill Thompson writes that reporting of increased internet abuse "makes good headlines, but I am not sure it helps us as we try to decide what to do about this serious problem. Instead it is more likely to persuade unthinking campaigners and compliant politicians to call for some sort of clampdown on the net".

    This is an important point for a few reasons. First: censorship, filtering, ISP legalities, privacy and surveillance on the net are huge cans of very wriggly worms. Second: the potential or actual offender (or re-offender) is likely to be aware of the measures police take to look at their online activity, and also be net-savvy enough to move from site to site, place to place, program to program in evasion. So restricting online freedom with broad brushstrokes wouldn't work, fullstop. Same goes for restrictions on the use of encryption tools.

    The analyst Thompson seems to encourage police to instead look at how they can infiltrate the criminal groups via the net. Good idea - but I also say this.

    If a net offender is psychologically fucked, countries should try to unfuck them through medical channels as part of a judicially-overseen custodial sentence which is open-ended for however long it takes to get the prisoner's mental health back to normal. And yes, I think that in the case of child-sex offenders, this should be compulsory.

    If a serious offender can't be 'fixed', they should, perhaps, be kept in prison for life. Or electronically tagged and forbidden ownership or use of a computer.

    It's easy to forget, too, that offenders weren't always so. Until they committed an offence they were ordinary members of the public with jobs and homes and families. Their mental health was invisible. Put simply, and I don't think you can argue with this, the child-sex offender offends due to being in some way profoundly ill in the head. If it is possible for even one country in the world to take the lead, and make sure that their health services emphasise mental health in every member of the population from an early age through continued screening and treatment, I reckon these crimes would lessen.

    Now go ahead, and tell me why I'm wrong. Really. :o) These issues are important.

    Wednesday, March 03, 2004

    Lippity lippity, boing boing boing, thump thump



    I'm Watership Down!
    by Richard Adams

    Though many think of me as a bit young, even childish, I'm actually incredibly deep and complex. I show people the need to rethink their assumptions, and confront them on everything from how they think to where they build their houses. I might be one of the greatest people of all time. I'd be recognized as such if I wasn't always talking about talking rabbits.

    Take the Book Quiz at the Blue Pyramid.

    Brilliant posts
    just because I read and loved them. Passmore Coffee writes of choosing to be in a bookshop instead of in front of the TV on 9/11. Brokentype had an, erm, kitchen adventure, let's say, with a dead, although vivacious, red snapper the other day. Holt Uncensored's ten commandments for writers bring you up short - which is what they're meant to do.

    The Knowledge for Thirst blogs wonderfully, fullstop. There have been times I've been really disappointed by the contents of my paper cup, or glass cup, or tall cup, or mug, or demitasse. But I've never written like this about the experience: In summation, the Hot Fudge Shake is one of those things, like Vanilla Eggnog Coke, that will probably always taste best in the drawing board of my mind. It is a place where oulandish beverage concoctions frolic gaily in the fields of the Lord, and you respond to my emails in a timely fashion.

    tallboy is concerned with Milton, who just watches. A grinworthy post among many thoughtworthy ones by MoorishGirl. As with most of us, Hobart doesn't like some things, and likes others. Reading and Writing thinks about Bush. No, not that kind, you foul-minded bastards!

    You Live Your Life As If It's Real: some good poems. alembic fears the wind... and Uncle Jazzbeau's Gallimaufrey focuses, or maybe skitters nervously over, jumbled but still recognisable text.
    I'm a SEXUAL ANIMAL!! [ROAR]
    Apparently, lesbians are excellent seducers too - but gay sex delivers a hit like pure heroin, and grrrrrreat orgasms. Which is why it has to be stopped before we all turn gay.

    I laughed so much, I nearly came. :oD
    Dammit!
    I never thought I'd see "Guardian" and "Paid-for services" on the same web page. *Pete cries*

    However, their columnists are still as good as ever. From the *sniff* non-digital edition *sniff sniff sniffle* comes a relentlessly logical opinion-piece on secrecy and the war, by Jonathan Freedland.

    And the latest column in the Country Diary? Utterly, utterly beautiful.

    Tuesday, March 02, 2004

    You read it *here* first, dammit
    Or you would have if you'd been here first rather than buried in the newspaper. Dean's World blogs about the huge numbers of Americans (44% of the population, no less) who have *contributed information* to the internet. Couple that with the knowledge that journalists in national papers pay close attention to what's on the web, and then you realise why the papers look so... familiar these days.

    In the past week, I've noticed 6 or 7 articles of a quirky nature in The Independent. Tech stuff, small interesting stuff, or bigger stuff which is still non-mainstream. I noticed the articles especially because I'd read the content as many as 2 weeks in advance - on the web. The BBC website today posted a story I'd heard about a week ago on Slashdot.

    Here's the pattern: stuff gets posted on blog A. A journalist on newspaper C takes a look. Blog B links to it a couple of days later. So does blog D. Soon, blog A is filled with comments on the post, and then newspaper C's journalist decides it's interesting enough to publish.

    Not that I'm knocking the papers or anything. But this is big stuff. Things of wide interest no longer have to appear for the first time in newspapers written by 'professionals'. They can, and do, appear on blogs written by, erm, Joe Bloggs.
    Wahey!
    Gothamist has let me read the Oscars instead of having to watch them! And the guy's comments are more or less exactly what mine would've been.

    More Gotham City news: a guy throws stuff onto a subway track and trans end up in chaos. If you've ever wondered how people really react when their subway train judders to a stop, watch the video.

    Another satisfied Moleskine... customer. It feels so wrong to say customer. Writer. Let's say writer. Or scribbler. Or whatever.

    Oh, and bloody hell! And here. Shostakovich?s terrible humour. So cold - it is hateful, even. And what does it hate? Itself. It hates what it is and yet it continues, laughing at itself, shaking with laughter through and through. Torn apart - nearly - by its own laughter. Apart from the hate locus, which I'd say is everything rather than itself, but still centred on itself (a la Derrida), I haven't agreed with anyone on anything as much in ages. Wow. (Warning: culture-talk.)

    Monday, March 01, 2004

    Thoughts, beliefs
    It's Monday morning and I'm sitting here beside the window, looking at the last of the melting snow strewn over the roof and garden. Although this entry isn't about jobs or work, I don't have a job right now and ordinarily this would make me feel really bad. Especially on a Monday morning. But, philosophically speaking, should I feel bad about not going into a building and sitting at a desk therein for a certain amount of hours each day?

    I don't think so. And in fact, even though I'm not working, I am still just as mentally active - if not, sometimes, more so - than those who are fortunate enough to have jobs. I'm a writer, you see. To look at it reductively, it's one way of 'coping' with 'the world'. And since thoughts like this have been floating around my head for a while, it's nice to see a great opinion piece about similar issues.

    From Joho the Blog comes a heartfelt paean of praise for love and denigration for those who would deny it. Why would anyone deny love? (Shhh. Don't tell anyone. But it's the gay kind.)

    Oh, and thumbs up to the 400 people who raved in an office building in London over the weekend. It's good that someone reclaims those stuffy monoliths for some snatched humanity-time. (They didn't break anything either.)

    Oh, and the Oscars. I can't be bothered. 11 of the damn things for Return of the King. Not that it's not good, but come *on*. The list is here.

    Wednesday, February 25, 2004

    A song remembered, a song found
    This isn't any old song. Although it is old. A fragment of it was sung by Francis in Donna Tartt's The Secret History.

    We're poor little lambs who've lost our way,
    Baa! Baa! Baa!
    Little black sheep who've gone astray,
    Baa-aa-aa!
    Gentlemen songsters out on a spree,
    Doomed from here to Eternity...


    and that's where I remember it from. That's where I first saw it. When I read it I thought it might be one of those old tunes you hear about gentlemen singing, in the Glee Clubs of old. And then, when I was listening through the archives of The Writer's Almanac (Garrison Keillor, wonderful voice!) earlier today, I found a snatch of it. And poked around a bit.

    It's called... wait for it... The Whiffenpoof Song. The Whiffenpoofs are a group of male singers in Yale University, USA. They have a history. They also have a constitution, an unwritten part of which seems to be that a member is forbidden to take part in sporting activities of any kind.

    What larks!

    Monday, February 23, 2004

    Snow!
    But what destructive snow it is. Nova Scotia put Halifax under curfew a few days ago because a *massive* snowstorm had hit. Photo gallery here, and another photo which gives you some idea of just how big a storm it was is here.
    Vroom vroom
    County map
    I've visited the counties in yellow.
    Which counties have you visited?

    made by marnanel
    map reproduced from Ordnance Survey map data
    by permission of the Ordnance Survey.
    © Crown copyright 2001.

    Sunday, February 22, 2004

    Sunday night blues
    I'm probably just getting tired and grouchy. But I just had this conversation online with a friend:

    pete: I just want... it's not even the wage. I just feel rather worthless right now. I'm making no impact on... anything right now. It's like I don't exist. :oS And if I get a job that I sort of like even sometimes, I can feel like I'm doing something. You know? [whimper]
    friend: awww, babe, well, I know you exist :) I know that doesn't mean much, but we can't always make much of an impression on life, just keep going and wait till we do. You can't let it get you down, if you do you'll go into a nasty psychological downward spiral
    pete: But... OK, example. I had 2 people at my 'birthday party' last night. They were brilliant. It was great to have them there. One of those was there because he was visiting me anyway, and the other was there because he left for Edinburgh today and had to say goodbye. Neither of them were from my 'core' group of friends here. Those friends didn't turn up. And we'd planned to do things. If, as I find out later, they don't turn up because they didn't want to be in a crowded bar with people smoking and shouting etc. etc., what does that say about the impact I'm even making with my own friends?! I mean, if my personality can't make them want to overcome their lack of appetite for a bar on my birthday, I'm just drifting through life not making an impact on anyone, aren't I?

    Thursday, February 19, 2004

    Wow
    What a weird hotel! // There's a variation on the Locked Room mystery called the Crimson Room. Try to escape from it. It'll drive you nuts, I promise. // Design your own face. // Leaves Rustle - brilliant name for a blog. // Check out mono - I've only had a chance to look at the art, culture and design category but it looks rich and varied so far. // His best friend got married. // This person hates Coriander, but is obviously wrong to do so because it's really nice. // This person is deep on the surface which is an exception.

    Tuesday, February 17, 2004

    Flashy Egyptian site
    The Theban Mapping Project is so much more than an online map collection. This flash-enriched site deals with the history, development and current condition - in mindboggling and user-friendly detail - of the Valley of the Kings in Thebes, the arid wasteland where the monarchs of Ancient Egypt lived, died and were buried. Tutankhamun,

    You can view an extremely high-res aerial photo of the area, or a 3D perspective view, complete with 'invisible soil' so that you can see the layout of all the royal tombs beneath. Click on the tomb, and suddenly you're zooming up to and into it, and one side of your screen erupts with photos and info. As well as being extremely detailed it's also a great demonstration of what flash can do. Go there at once! *points* Now! :o)

    And more. The ills of the BBC cogently explored, a brilliant article on the enduring nature of the best in human accomplishment, and why Google has changed our lives.

    Monday, February 16, 2004

    Jesus Christ, I'll be 26...
    ...in 5 days. :oS So the list that follows can be a guide for any of you, *if* any of you were thinking of birthday presents. ;oD (If anyone does decide to get me anything from it, please comment anonymously using the "discuss?" link, so that if more than one person buys stuff, they won't duplicate and waste their money. I promise I won't peek.)

    - Krakatoa: The Day the World Exploded by Simon Winchester; HarperCollins Hardback edition; ISBN 0066212855.
    - Sweelinck - Organ Works played by Christopher Herrick; Hyperion CD; Amazon ASIN B0000AE7AX
    - The Sacrifice by Andrei Tarkovsky; DVD; Amazon ASIN B00006SKU4
    - Triodion by Arvo P?rt; Hyperion CD; Amazon ASIN B0000ARNEZ (I've been told to strike this one!)
    - Wild Strawberries by Ingmar Bergman; DVD; Amazon ASIN B00005V4WT
    - The Confident Hope of a Miracle: The Real History of the Spanish Armada by Neil Hanson; Doubleday Hardback edition; ISBN 0385604513
    - Agaetis Byrjun by Sigur Ros; Fat Cat CD; Amazon ASIN B00004W3MS
    - The Secret Life of Oscar Wilde by Neil McKenna; Century Hardback edition; ISBN 0712669868

    .........and, pushing the boat out, maybe if 2 people wanted to club together.........
    - The West Wing Complete Series 1 & 2 on Warner DVD - Amazon sells it at ?35; ASIN B0000TFG8C

    If you aren't sure, don't feel obliged: this list is also something you might want to dip into yourself sometime. There are 3 books, 3 CDs, 3 DVDs, so it's quite varied. Either let me enjoy and blog about it, or keep it in mind for your own future enjoyment. :o)

    Sunday, February 15, 2004

    Moleskine
    Shamelessly, I'm jumping on a little bandwagon that is trundling through the web, in honour of Moleskine. This company produces the most divine of scribbleworthy objects: wellmade notebooks. Small and large, ruled, squared, plain, thin paper, thick paper. Held closed with elastic grips. A little pocket in the back cover for those bits of paper you could never leave on the coffeeshop table / desk / toilet floor.

    Here's a dedicated Moleskinerie blog, and an interview with a man who moleskines on the New York subway, and scans of the results.

    Metafilter dealt with Moleskine a while ago (it's down at the time of posting, but hopefully will be online again sometime soon) and as for me, I've been using mine for years, in the way documented in this photo.

    If you write, and if your notebook is not a fetish but a tool, buy one. And don't forget the pen.
    Flâneur
    Remembering my peripatetic post of the other day, I remembered I'd also bookmarked a site called Flâneur, so went and visited it to find that there's a poem set in Belfast there. Here it is. (The site, by the way, also has an excellent selection of photos in the 'artwork' category.)

    Been looking at stuff about the Moulin Rouge, because last night at Josh's place we watched the eponymous film straight through (after watching The Good Girl beforehand, so it was a late night) and it piqued my interest. Firstly, I found a Toulouse-Lautrec poster for the club. The poster bills a woman called 'La Goulue' (in english, glutton) who was one of the club's stars and who was known for draining glass after glass, hence her nickname.

    Toulouse-Lautrec really was a midget as he's portrayed in the film, and drank absinthe like a fish to fit into the bohemian life of Montmartre, as well as to cope with the hurt of people making fun of him because of his stature. He made lithographs, prints, and paintings of the nightlife, exemplified by his work for the Moulin Rouge. His actual portraits of people could be disarmingly frank, as this one of La Goulue shows. In the posters she's a dignified beauty; in the portrait she's a squinting woman who looks a bit too much up her own arse for comfort.

    Saturday, February 14, 2004

    Candidate for Russian Presidency claims kidnapping, drugging, and worse
    Ivan Rybkin, whose disappearance I blogged earlier in the week, has said he was kidnapped and drugged by armed Russians. He alleged that on waking up, he was shown a 'perverted' video of other people and his unconscious body.

    He's in London right now and says he will stay there until after polling closes, making his free-airtime candidacy broadcasts to Russian TV from the UK.

    Hardly surprising, really, if what he says is true! Pravda produces a skewed report. And that's hardly surprising, either.